damn psyche
honestly.
4:00 AM and I'm wide awake because of a stupid fucking dream. make that two stupid dreams. sleep. the one place I have left where i can escape my brain for at least few hours isn't even safe.
dream one woke me up at about 2 am....turned on the light, read for a bit, sleepiness returned and I amazingly dozed off with ease...3:30 am, yet another dream, even more disturbing then the first...namely cause I was a nutcase in this whacked out episode...thank god my actions were only witnessed by characters on the celestial plane or else i'd be called a loony for sure...
i know it's impossible, but i do wish that at least for tonight, there was an "off" switch for the inner psyche, cause i need a serious break.
fuck.
4:00 AM and I'm wide awake because of a stupid fucking dream. make that two stupid dreams. sleep. the one place I have left where i can escape my brain for at least few hours isn't even safe.
dream one woke me up at about 2 am....turned on the light, read for a bit, sleepiness returned and I amazingly dozed off with ease...3:30 am, yet another dream, even more disturbing then the first...namely cause I was a nutcase in this whacked out episode...thank god my actions were only witnessed by characters on the celestial plane or else i'd be called a loony for sure...
i know it's impossible, but i do wish that at least for tonight, there was an "off" switch for the inner psyche, cause i need a serious break.
fuck.
posted by two steps at 3:59 AM
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